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[01 Jun 2003|09:00pm] |
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ITS DOMINIC MALDONADO'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!! =D =D =D
Sarah's party was great, but why am I so selfish? I slept upstairs alone, and it was a really selfish and bitchy thing to do. grrr...why can't I just be nice?
Andrea left the party and it made me really sad. I REALLY wandted her to be there...I love Andy!! :[
Emily and I have alot in common. And I really wanna start to keep a diary, but kKay will read it...so I can't
Matt dosen't like me. He probably never did, maybe he liked "my legs" but he never liked me, he probably finally realized that I'm ass-ugly and hat I'm a stuck up show offy bitch. I was too shy to talk to him at the party and almost all of the 7th graders took it upon themselves to go flirt with him. He probably likes them...stupid better-than-me 7th graders. I probably wouldn't mind this if...if...*looks around and whispers* I didn't still like him. Yeah...thats right, I still like him. But I don't know why!!! I don't want to like him, but I can't stop! I guess I maybe just should have realized from the begining that I REALLY liking someone and them "liking" me was too good to be true. I forgot that no one has EVER liked me.
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